The new me misses the label conscious old me

I've had a sad realization this morning. I miss shopping. I have been pretty successful in adjusting to life without money. I've kind of got a handle on things now and am content with not buying CDs, DVDs, and tons of makeup that I'll never use. But today I had a sudden flash of missing the time in my life when I could comfortably buy a Coach bag and a pair of Stuart Weitzman shoes at Nordstroms without blinking an eye. Actually I think I'm paying for that stuff still. I miss it but now I know what it's like to buy something and then not be able to go to dinner with friends. It's all about growth people. And shouldn't I reward my growth with a massage and facial? Anyone?